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hey peeps !
updating blog cze she wants me to updte .
and yeah , LOOOONNGGG tyme nvr update blog . ((:
i update foloing my mood uhh , soooo yeahh .

k lets move on ,
last week was quite a busy week cze last week of holidays ,
takraw , buying school accessories , and many more .
only one thing i didnt get a chance ,
meeting her .
haiyyooooo ,
and speaking of that ,
met her just now , ((:
iMISSher SOOMUCHY !!
ii hope she is not avoiding me .
well , this is the main post about .
actually ,i cnt afford to see her sad everyday .
[yeahh , laugh now friends , make fun of me . cze ure jealous im with her !! ((: ]
back to the topic ,
its a nightmare seeing her sad ,
but a peace to see her happy .
well , she was happy most of the time when we`re together ,
but when we`re not , she starts to be sad , most of the tymes .
thats why i wanna taccaire of uu ,
try to make uu happy always ,
but uu dnt seem to understand . )):

we lets drop the subject
anw ,
SCOOL STARTED !!! YAY !!!
k mepek ,
miss my friends a lot !!!
especially ...... ((:
and bdk2 sec 1 cm siak siaaaa muker ?
tol taq ALI-SCANNER ? haha !
k mepek ,

well , malas wanna elaborate more and update more ,
so i just stop here ,
well tacaire people !
dont miss me !!!! ((:
*wanna patch ?

not in the mood .

hey people .

currently not in the mood .

why ?

cze i tried to do good but she misunderstand .

haiyy ,

i tried to stay away from argueing with uu ,

but at last we fought cze of misunderstanding .

haiyy ,

anw ,

lets drop the topic .

so how are uu guys ?

hope uu are doing well .

just wanna leave a msg ;

band members - hey , if i did anything wrong , well im sorry kayy ?

other friends? - yeahh , uu too . if i did anything wrong , im sorry .

Dearest - same msg . if i did anything wrong just forgive me . ]:

well thats it , bye

im useless

hey peeps .

i noe it sounds irritating , yeahh .

well thats reated to what im gonna post .

haiyy , ]:

everyone before said that im irritating 

and nw ,

i feel like a fucking irritating fucker .

my post are irrittating rite ?

then WHY ARE UU READING ??!!

come on ,

uu talk about me but uu still research on me ,

how fuck is that ?

anw , im irritating .

right ?

okay ,

im irrittatingly sad .

the sadness and tyme ,

it irrittates me .

and thats why i`m irritating .

i always tried to understand uu ,

undrstand everyone ,

but at last ,

not appreciated .

is this a test for me ?

but why me ?

its a BIG test i assume .

it irritate me day and night ,

non-stop .

haiyy ,

never appreciated ! ]:

im in no mood , like normal .

bt i jut want to let uu noe ;

band members - i tried to make uu guys smile bt seems like im smilling alone ,

other friends? - well , i tried to getalong with uu guys but why uu think that way ?

family - cummon , im related to uu guys . speechless ,

dearest - i just cant wait anymore but i still want to wait , still here for uu always . i still love eu , ]:

well thats all .

bye taccaire .

so not in the mood ,

Sowie !

hey peeps ,

Sowie for not posting much .

i not in the mood lurhh katerkan .

k lets start from ,,

last week ?

nothing much ,

just jealousy , -_-"

k mepek .

next ,

lets skip to ......

last two days ?

webcam nan aida , [:

i was happy !

hehe . its like meeting her ,

ohh i miss uu sooooo munchymuch .

k anw ,

yesterday ...

bought new lappie !!!

with my OWN money ,

[:

its like super promotion , $499 .

upgrade ram from 1 gig to 2 gig .

hee ~

so happy !

at last adr lappie sendiri ,

taqyah gado nan adk beradik utk pakai computer .

hehe .

k mepek ,

anw ,

so nw uu noe why i always cnt sleep rite ?

i just dunnoe why ,

its always uu in my mind .

haiyy ,

move on ?

still not sure .

like my phrase ,

the world gets older, n more people r getting better. 

bt im nt improving, cze im waiting. for u im willing.    

im hurt . haiyy ,

ilysm !

remember that , always . ]:

not in the mood , always .

hey peeps ,

currently not in the mood ryte now .

so yeah ,

not posting much .

family ?

push me aside .

yeahh , thanks dad for everything .

THANKS alot .

Ex ?

have a feeling she dont want me anymore .

WHY ?

ily , have eu ?

i waited for eu ,

have eu ?

haiyy ,

move on ,

can i ?

must be strong ,

am i strong enough ?

haiyy ,

wanna patch ?

eu never want .

haiyy ,

thats all i think .

bye

Sad ? ];

hey peeps ,

hw u doing ?

im FUCKING sad , ];

and friends of mine ,

do talk whatever u want at me ,

but its my life .

im pissed ~

k lets start about ,

SUNDAY !

family day but didnt go out wit parents that day.

went to shop wit imran ,

then after that meet kam and azhar(band members) at ion orchard.

it was like 4+ ?

then kam dad wanted to bring us go railway station makan .

we agreed .

we then hop on kam`s dad`s van and headed to the railway station .

saw my ex ,

she was smiling at me . [;

i smiled back and kam`s dad saw she smiling at me.

he thought i dunnoe her .

then he say to me ,

adr chance tuu . hehe !

then hop on back to the van.

and without us knowing ,

kam`s dad brought us to marina barrage .

WoW !

gehreq , lepak2 .

every single step i thought of eu ,

every breath i take there reminds me of eu ,

and every scenery there take me to misery . ];

i just love eu and only eu .

haiyy ,

then went to orchard back and mustaffa centre .

went home around 1am .

kk next ,

yestersay which was 141209 ;

i went to tampines alone to buy battery for my hp and went back home .

messaged her but didnt eply .

haiyy ,

then at night went night soccer ,

nothing much happened .

then get home around 11 .

then i read her blog .

Every single article ,

she MUST mention that name . R _ _ _ _ _

haiyy ,

she like HIM ?

well im lost in the battle .

i just dunnoe what to do .

my friends say to me to move on ,

and i tried .

i cant ,

just kept thinking of eu .

eu and only eu .

i hope eu understand my feelings .

i promised to make eu happy always .

i never broke my promise untill that FUCKING BITCH BASTARD BOMBARD BIG mistake i did . ];

but eu didnt aprecciate it .

and i appreciate what eu did ,

its just that im to stress that made me do that mistake .

haiyy , ];

well i dont wanna talk bout it .

if only i can rewind back tyme .

nw , i dont have a listening ear ,

a place to rely on ,

a love to throw to .

well i only have my blog .

thats why i blog always .

i complaint to this  blog and i feel better cze i got someone. i mean someTHING to share my probs with .

not like last tyme ,

share it to her . ];

k enough .

i dont wanna shed a tear ,

k taccaire readers ,

are you really for me ? ];