Sad ? ];

hey peeps ,

hw u doing ?

im FUCKING sad , ];

and friends of mine ,

do talk whatever u want at me ,

but its my life .

im pissed ~

k lets start about ,

SUNDAY !

family day but didnt go out wit parents that day.

went to shop wit imran ,

then after that meet kam and azhar(band members) at ion orchard.

it was like 4+ ?

then kam dad wanted to bring us go railway station makan .

we agreed .

we then hop on kam`s dad`s van and headed to the railway station .

saw my ex ,

she was smiling at me . [;

i smiled back and kam`s dad saw she smiling at me.

he thought i dunnoe her .

then he say to me ,

adr chance tuu . hehe !

then hop on back to the van.

and without us knowing ,

kam`s dad brought us to marina barrage .

WoW !

gehreq , lepak2 .

every single step i thought of eu ,

every breath i take there reminds me of eu ,

and every scenery there take me to misery . ];

i just love eu and only eu .

haiyy ,

then went to orchard back and mustaffa centre .

went home around 1am .

kk next ,

yestersay which was 141209 ;

i went to tampines alone to buy battery for my hp and went back home .

messaged her but didnt eply .

haiyy ,

then at night went night soccer ,

nothing much happened .

then get home around 11 .

then i read her blog .

Every single article ,

she MUST mention that name . R _ _ _ _ _

haiyy ,

she like HIM ?

well im lost in the battle .

i just dunnoe what to do .

my friends say to me to move on ,

and i tried .

i cant ,

just kept thinking of eu .

eu and only eu .

i hope eu understand my feelings .

i promised to make eu happy always .

i never broke my promise untill that FUCKING BITCH BASTARD BOMBARD BIG mistake i did . ];

but eu didnt aprecciate it .

and i appreciate what eu did ,

its just that im to stress that made me do that mistake .

haiyy , ];

well i dont wanna talk bout it .

if only i can rewind back tyme .

nw , i dont have a listening ear ,

a place to rely on ,

a love to throw to .

well i only have my blog .

thats why i blog always .

i complaint to this  blog and i feel better cze i got someone. i mean someTHING to share my probs with .

not like last tyme ,

share it to her . ];

k enough .

i dont wanna shed a tear ,

k taccaire readers ,

are you really for me ? ];