not in the mood

hey peeps ,

currently not in the mood now .

k lets talk bout yesterday ,

friday .

it was a fucking sad day.

i just felt rejected.

why god?

in the morning my fam didnt even speak to me.

when the saw me, they just kept quite.

its so sad.

the i wentbugis with my another friend,

he was like acting weirdly towards me,

all of the sudden.

haiyy, ];

then i went to work and night time,we fought?

im sowie kayy?

i noe i hurt ur feelings,

but just forgive me.

im not good at caring for ur heart,

i suck.];

k next topic, dont wanna talk much.

thursday,

it was also a sad day.

fought with her that night.

WHY???!!

haiyy,

after all this while i waited for her for so long,

its not aprreciated? haiyy,

bby,

i wanna say straight forward.

i want to be with u,

not bcoze of urbody or whatever.

but i wanna be with eu bcoze of ur love,

the way eu smile,

the way eu show ur caringness,

the way eu express urself.

and bby, i promise that any problems that comes to eu,

i will try to help  eu in any way with the best solution at not to be mad at eu.

remember that time eu stress and i helped eu?

i NEVER broke my promise to u until that tyme.

but i confessed that it is i BIG mistake.

im stupid fucking ass, i noe.

im sorry,

i hope eu forgive me.

bby,

i hope eu thrust me.

for what i did and not doing it again,

and to care for ur heart seriously. haiyy,

i think thats it.

now all my friends , fam , her , workmate , manager .

i feel rejected by them.

if only dead,

people would be sad for just a minute and happy back.

or even not sad at all.

haiyy,

kk taccaire peeps.

and bby,

ily. ];

hope eu consider well , ];];];